nth else but happiness

was betrayed by the chief clerk.

o well, i can't do anything about it also.

got revocated as a clerk at S3.

life is....unpredictable.

that's the thing i hate the most.

but still i wanna make my dream come true.

anyway my medical prob is causing me headache.

fuck that shit, the moment of truth is tmr.

hope it will be gd.

and btw issit just me that the create post html is so farked up.

everything is in white.

FREEDOM 6:30 PM

its been awhile since i post.

everyday life in camp is busy.
medical probs are getting worse.

my bday juz passed few days ago, had a surprise celebration with my relatives and family
and a dinner treat with my frens.

tat was the best bday ever, never felt so happy b4.

FREEDOM 5:30 AM

wa finally i know why my flu can last for 6-7mths..

doc tell me tat i got chronic sinusitis, and due to viral infection..

den say if worse need go hospital for operation!

wtf man..

but life still goes on.

FREEDOM 1:23 AM

everyday wake up 5am to zuo bo in the office..

play my PSP, watch prison break and movies..

juz spent 300 bucks at IT fair.

bought 1TB ovation, 2x 8gb microSD, 68dollars sennheiser..

and now i feel like buying an IPOD.

FREEDOM 3:59 AM

still everyday zuo bo..-.-

juz bought a chin up bar thru forums..

$75 sia.

hope with this i can hit my goal of 12 pull up

FREEDOM 11:40 PM

went to CGH on mon, had a scolding from the doc, he said tat i chao keng..

seriously i feel like kicking him in the face using my boots..

he said" your now at least 18,19 or 20 right?, shld be mature enough to think. as a soldier, u shld defend for the country, a little sacrifice is nothing.."

walao..say until like i didn't sacrifice. fuck u

i didn't talk back to him cos i didn't wanna create trouble.

disappointed with the specialist..so all i can do now is SUCK THUMB and continue

today i went to TTSH for my wrist check up..

as i expected, the bone is protruding out more..doc say it may due to too much pressure from my training. and he said the muscle tendon is swelling.

so he said tat i need an injection..seriously i quite scared of injection, but everytime i had to pick up the courage cos im a NSF liao..haha

wasn't as painful as i expected, still the medication numbs my wrist and some pain after tat.

doc also said i may need an operation if things dun go well..

the operation will be breaking the bone again, take some part of bone from dunno where and insert it in.

and it will take 6mths to recover again..zzzzzzzz

the feeling of cannot use ur other hand is DAMN troublesome.

kinda sad cos i juz achieved my goal of doing 8 pull-up, however i have to stop..sigh

FREEDOM 9:10 PM

my wrist like deteriorated alot..

last time can do push up, though do more than 60 will pain..

but now do 2-3 can feel the pain liao..

the sour feeling and pain.. -.-

the bone like jutting out more now >.> wtf

FREEDOM 1:22 AM